Wednesday, May 31, 2006
haiz..feel tat tis school du have any frens tat r understand me and r sensitive to me..maybe except 4 xy and gxx..i'm tat kind tat even if unhappy will not show out one..but e feeling of keeping inside is veri terrible..so normally i just msg my gd frens..e reply they gave just make me feel mush better..hope tat i'll find someone tat will appreciate me again..not tat kind who wish to have lots and lots of frens..just a few zhi xin frens will do..materialistic, spendthrift, without zi zhi du min..tis r not me..if i know tat i'm not any better..i will not say bad abt others..its so bhb..haiz..tis blog like super sianz..ok hmm..will back to my normal self soon..:)***
pic wif ms liza..
Sunday, May 28, 2006
me & peggy
curina, xinyi& me
eh wats up there?? (10) pose
Saturday, May 27, 2006
todae went shoppin wif my daughter..alot of updates of e disgusting acts of ws..really cannot stand her..i bought a necklance..really love it..oh e songs in e korean show 'full house' are all veri nice..aiyo my daughter did not receive my testi 4 her..so sad..its one which i feel i wrote it wif most feel..sianz..sometimes i wish i can tan ge true,touching and beautiful lian ai..but things just dun happen according to ur own will..watever it is let nature takes its own course..:)**
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
todae as usual go sch in e morning...but tml its holiday..yeah..still considering whether to go to stay overnite at xinyi's house..but i really miss e stars and moon in e night sky..i will just have a veri comfortable kind of serenity..hmmm..really wish to go house but veri lazy..yeah nxt week gg wif peg and marie to shopping..oh craving for it 4 so long le..hope we'll enjoy ourself..peg xin ku le..oso hope tat more ppl will turn up 4 e steamboat gathering..holiday oso must buck up on e subjects tat i'm weak in..
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
Saturday, May 20, 2006
previously i did not have enough sleep but its much better now...back to normal...learning abt not causing e others to stumble...i'm reminded to be a living testimony...sometimes i will just lose my direction...react to some things in a veri stupid and wrong way...but its always thru things tat we learn from our mistakes and not commit it again...i easily let my emotions lead me and not holy spirit...becomes veri irrational at times...i feel tat i wan to be nice to ppl around me...work hard for my studies...:)
Monday, May 15, 2006
tis is all abt me...for those who haven seen it..
Basically, she is a gal who is slow to react and "blur"...uite a sensitive person...can get easily hurt but never show it out coz dun wan ppl to be affected by her...she is someone who have great passion for music...anything related to music she will wan to learn...cannot don sing 4 one day...she got a small wish which is to be able to stand at one of e tallest building in s'pore to view e beautiful city lights...it will be better if its wif her beloved one...actually she is a person with not much self-confidence...maybe becoz she've been thru a lot of thingstat when she do sth, she could not do it well...she also have alot of theories one...some of her theories are"satisfying desires doesn't mean true joy" and "one can say tat one becomes more mature but never says one is veri mature".She believe tat having e ability to love and care for ppl is a fortunate thing...one more thing is tat ifone day someone will give her a picture of city lights she will be super elated...yeah!..guys who r intellectual, caring and talented in music will definitely attract her...most importantly is e character of e personand have feeling also la...aiyoahe suppeerrr scared of animals...actually she donno y...not scared of insects..just veri abnormal la...veri weak gal with low blood pressure...run a few rounds wan to vomit already...she believe wat is yours is yours..wat is not yours even if u cling onto it it will still leave u...:)***
Thursday, May 04, 2006
life is full of ups and downs...up is where happiness, joy are found...its which everyone loves it to happen...ppl dread e downs as its where ppl suffer...however it is e downs tat cause us to be more mature and to grow up to be a better person...it also help us to be more mature when we dealing with any troubles or difficulties...somehow ppl feel tat all tis is common sense...but not everyone will thought of tis when they face problems...i feel tat watever happen, life still goes on....we have to move on and live a meaningful and colourful life...recently, one of fren passed away due to a car accident...i pray tat her family will slowly get over it and get back to their normal life...its sad but at least she is safe in God's arm...:)