to^be^happy^always...

2008-02-28T12:38:00.002+08:00

i'm glad He brought me frens to help and support me along the way..

We went consecutive 2 days to airport..really feel like getting out of the country..
duno where we're heading..
but no matter how we've to trust in Him..
pRoVeRbS 3:5-6

Jia You my fren..i'll give u my full support..Go,go,go!!!

2007-12-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

i really must change some of my way of thinkin..just dun feel right plus these made me veri terrible..arghHhh..i dun wan my life to be bounded by these thoughts..i wan a breakthrough..i can do it de..jia you..HAHA..

yesterday was memorable..thanks u ppl for making sth simple extraordinary..hohoho

pray tt eX'masnite will be ok..havin e right attitude and abundance returns..hehehe

though we r crazy.retarded.ridiculous but we r close..yea

2007-11-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

really hope tt things tt r making my life miserable will come to an end soon..

I LUV CHRISTMAS!!!!!

2007-09-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

2007-09-17T17:42:00.001+08:00

2007-09-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

makin my wish...

wat a interestin way of havin a cake

so nice & beautiful...

234..e extent of spastic we can get...hohoho
tis how i spent my bday with tis bubbly clique of frens..WoO...

2007-09-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

hey peeps I'M BACK!!!! wooo..gt MISS me anot...hahaha..okok i had a wonderful bday celebration made by my school clique of frens..thanks so much..i really enjoy..i've learnt to study with His strength and wisdom..to be in my fullest effort but not stressin myself ..yea..ganbatte to all who's workin hard for A's..hehe..go,go,go!!!feel free to ask me for energy boost card..u'll be filled with eneRgY..WOO so strong..haha..wateva tt we're gettin for our studies shall nt pull us down but motivate us more..YEA..i believe He create miracles in my life..JIA YOU..nvr give up..lalala

HIs grAcE is sUfFiCieNt 4 ThEe..

2007-08-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

i'm SERIOUSLYgg to take break after the prelims...OR ELSE i think i will go bonkers..hahaha..wateva i think i just have to takeone step at atime.. i must always remind myself t i'm not superwoman..hohoho..i noe for whom am i working hard for and tt will do..yea..just came to read a verse sayin tt "be strong and nvr give up for your work will be rewarded"..thank YOU so much for revealin tis to me..YOu have been faithful to me..never let me go thru it all...YEA HORRAY.GO,GO,GO!!!

i<3>

2007-07-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

ok had a enjoyable time ytd at sentosa..WOW!

its u all tt make my life colourful and interestin..

tis r e pics taken ytd...hohoho..la,la,la

2007-07-03T22:24:00.001+08:00

e retards and happy moments i treasured wif them..

la,la,la

2007-07-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

ok finally e block test is over le..though i knew there'll be moreto come..i realy dread e feelin of studyin..somehow everytime i sure will get stress 4 no rhyme of reasons..but i truly noe tt He's there4 me..i'm not alone..wateva tt might happen, i just be natural..leadin my own life happily...DUn do things tt distract me frm my priorities..i wan to be His livin testimony..really treasure every moment of my life..use it rightly..YEA

i'm He's child.. tis is sth tt will nvr change..

2007-06-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

He is my point of reference..

time will reveals wat is yet to come..

i wan to do wat is right in His eyes..

i'll run to You nt by might or power but by Your spirit..

Thanks 4 comin into my life

thanks 4 all t You have done in my life...

-have FAITH-

2007-05-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

ok shall review of wat happen durin tis short term holi..yea

weilun's bday..

Here comes SONG mo mo..

"illegal immigrants!!??''

hui da's bday..

me and my dearest daughter..

[Do not be anxious abt anyth but in everyth by prayer and petition, with thanksgivin, present ur requests to Him who transcends all understanding, and He will guard you hearts and minds]

2007-03-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

i'm glad tt i'm slowly gettin back to my track..

i noe tt wateva tt happen

i'm nt alone..

so beautiful, so wonderful

playing wif wat martin gave

see how random me and xinyi can get..hoho

i offer my life to You..

2007-03-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

'all tt i am, all tt i have,
i lay them before You oh Lord..'

He is gracious..
i'm glad that You've come into my life..

'Blessed r the pure in heart'

love is letting go..

i dun hav to worry of this and that as he who transcends all undrstanding will guards my hearts and minds..

HOHOHO..

2007-03-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

2007-03-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

i miss the times when i can have calm and complete peace life..

but it seems not able to ever happen at this moment of time

tiredof myself thinking of those things..

wish to really fly up high-the free and easy feelin

wateva itis i noe i hav to work hard..

i may nt hav start it well but i've to end everyth well

know my priorities well

u reap wat u sow

though at tis moment e outcome may nt be as expected

as long as i've work hard i'll not let myself and Him down

dun lose directions..

work towards my goal

fufill my revolutons tis yr..yea

hohoho.lalala.jia you.ganbatte.gogogo..

iluvit.

2007-03-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

tired..really..

have to really know my priorties..get down to serious work

its just e beginning but everyth is like in a mess..things arent gg in my way

all e rubbish e-contact

spongebob, frog, chicky and pilot..

everything comin one after another..arghh!!!

its just a trial 4 me la..must nt lose my directions..

yea..hoho..ganbatte, go, go, go!!!!

a pic tt i really treasure alot..

2007-03-10T19:58:00.001+08:00

hohoho...HANA KIMI!!!

2007-03-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

25 and 26
e same practice and ends e same way

studies nt copin well..results r deprovin..really dono wat i'm doin..
wateva it is, hav to brace upand jia you..go,go,go!!!

wan myself back..hav to really change..do right!!

2/3
hehe i saw him..but just purely eye candy..but actually dono wat's e factor in him tt's attracts me..???..

hoho..i really hate friendster..
although i didnt start it well but i'm gg to end it well..can do it de..after everyth:)

2007-02-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

kelun:eh broken vase!
me:eh jinx!!
kelun:u noe there's someone who make ai xin bian dang 4 marcus everyday leh..
me:oh is it..none of MY business..wait tt's gd leh, finally there's someone who wans him wor..
marcus walk out of toilet and ARGHHHH
i ran 4 my life.. so scary lo..

wat our stupid maths teacher say.." i onli hav 2pair of eyes"
he didnt noe tt its actualli mean 4 round eyes..
aniwae i dun bother la..

i am veri relief tt all e unecessary troubles hav come to an end..
i've learnt to nt think so much..

stress is buildin up 4 j2 le..
haiz quite out of breath le..
but wateva itis, i've to jia you..go,go,go!!
i can do it thru Him who gives me strength..YEA

i miss my sec frens alot alot..

2007-01-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

i've learnt to nt be so stubborn towards things
coz i'll suffer in e end

did video 4 m /zy/miyi
hope they'll like it..
miss themz

at times i still afraid tt i'll go back to e past
memories r e crucial part tt hold me tightly to it
duno if its gd or bad to hav them..

our class is gettin smaller and more boring
sianz
poor me and xinyi hav to be 'separated'
juz becoz of physics lect
haiz
dun worry our hearts r connected enough liao
argh veri les..goosebumpssss..

xinyi we hav to stay happy
look ahead and carry on the spirit of them
YEAH

ok here's some pics taken..

my lovely 'granddaughter'

black and white..so retro

he's been takin lots and loads of pics tt day..

so spastic of us..

xinyi was sittin so far la..but peeps u shd noe e reason

our gang..hoho

our clique..

e band..

oh so shuai...mesmerised***

e steamboat

2007-01-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

pics take at e class steamboat..

e gals..

act cute..hoho

see how dumb we all can get..HAHA

threesome..

doin lots of stupid things behind zy..hoho

i noe i will miss some of them..

ok i really wish tt we can remain as close as it is now..
to zy, martin and meiyi, i will surely miss all of u alot de..must keep in contact hor..
most imptly, must rmb me..hoho=)

2007-01-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

ok shall talk abt wat i've been doin since school reopens..abit late la..ogl of j1orientation..get to noe siew ling.william.hanshen thru tis..ya i'm glad tt i got the chance..we play alot of fun games..i think our og is e few among e few tt initiated games durin e ct time..but we all enjoyed..
suBhouSes
ok at first all were veri quiet maybe cox still new to one another
haha but we get really high later on..more bonded..really have e teamspirit
its e effort of e subhouse ppl.other ogl
will be havin gatherin somemore leh..
Ooo..so close and united..
i've began to love them all more..hoho
ok my studies r like shit for now
dun understand a single thing tt teacher is sayin
cox miss alot of lessons
really got to catch up..jia you wor..to other ogl oso..
shall talk abt e steamboat i hav wif my class another time..too tired le..

*afraid of think back of e past/noe tt i'll suffer*

2007-01-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

ok everyth is over le
christmas over
gala nite over
fun outings over
new phone gone

its a start of new yr>
start of SCHOOL!!!
haiz sianz

but wateva it is
its nt goin to be a easy yr
so jia you
just do my very best lo..
go,go,go!!!

2006-12-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

ok long time didnt blog le..i think its time to reflect on wat i hav done thru tis yr..ya i think i really been thru alot..but am really glad tt He has brought me thru it all..thanks so much..school repens will be havin my bock test but it seems t i did not do much..haiz..not goin to expect 4 gd results le..but wateva it is for now i shall do my best..put in my fullest effort.yea..go,go,go!!jia you wor!!ya i think tt's all le.. too tired to think le..ya some words for my frens
sana:jia you..i noe ur situation..just do ur best..will giv u moral support de
xinyi:time to work hard..really 4 ur own gd..i dun wish to see u suffer in end
curina:thanks 4 ur christmas card..veri sweet of u..jia you 4 e year ahead..i wish u all e best
lionel:veri smart but lazy..nxt yr must work hard ar..wish u all e best..
martin:wish tt i will learn to be more patient wif u..to be more gracious to u..all e best 4 nxt yr and dun keep on remindin urselfof ur setbacks..look ahead
hui ying:hope tt we can hav more time to spend together..just like last time..talk more to u again
tt's all my other frens i shall wish tt for e yr ahead u all can live a wonderful life..all e best!!!

Love, shi hui cum bridgette..haha

2006-12-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

ok its not willin to do..tired at times when wat u've done r not appreciate by anyone..but its always tis cycle..somehow am used to it le..
okok tok abt happy things..go out wif xinyi today..
vivo watch movie
ikea and took loads and lots of pics..hohoho
here r they

see how cute is e giraffe..Ooo

me and xinyi

ok its at e verge of breakin le..too many ppl sat on it

crab..aHhh..

oh wat's xinyi doin

AhHhh..no peepin !!!

2006-11-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

memories
i hate uu
but i love u too

scared to go back there again
dare not face it
afraid of failure

'i will nvr like u'
it's oppostion actualli

wonder y its on and off
but actualli did not come out of it at all

tired and weary
when can all tis com to an end

hav more clear actions pls
den i can just let all tis die off
nvr think of it ever again

noe tt clear actions most prob wun appear
coz u nvr expect tis actualli happen

maybe as time goes by
slowly all tis will disappear
oh yea tt will be great

jia you
can do it one..
time is e word

2006-11-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

haiz sometimes i wish tt i can leave tis placeto a calm and quiet place where there is no troubles or any worries..in a vast grassland and gazin at e beautiul sky..wat a nice thing to do..somehow i'mreallytired of is kind of life..i'm confused..reallyhope tt every thing will com to an end..but i really hav to get to serious work despite no study mood.. i must realy noe wat's my focus..and really go for it instead of spendin time thinkin of meaningless things..hav to jiayou wor..go,go,go!!!

2006-11-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

e 'p04 outing'...hohoho

2006-11-21T10:41:00.000+08:00

e nite cycling pics r out!!!

outside e toilet...

powerpuff gals??!!

me and xinyi

me and cur

me sana and cur

me and sana

coconnut meiyi??

go!

e gals..

all hail ms world..

snapshots..

beggars?

class pic..

go 104!!

2006-11-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

think i'm coming back to myself soon le..there's a period of timewhere i'm confused, duno wat i wan but now i'm clear of wat i wan..just need time to let all this go off..xinyi we can do it together de..i can do it so u sure oso can do it de..go go go!
i feel tat i really like e calm and peace i hav when i'm with Him..its sth tat no one can ever giv me..thanks so much..
i really love fly away tis song..feelin ever calm..yearn 4 such life..without any worries..'i love u so much to make u stay, leave me fly away..' in tis complicated world i think tis is e kind of life that some of us would like to hav..
i hav to better get back to my studies soon..nxt yr is a veri impt yr..jia you!..know ur priorites gal..study mood must com back soon wor..look ahead and move on..

2006-11-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

Fly Away

2006-11-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

ok i can finally put down my heaviest burden..but i dun feel veri happy..maybe just feeling sad for fren..veri she bu de..coz recently quite close to him..feel veri sad to lose tis fren..really hope tat no matter how we can still stay in contact wif one another..can still be like last time havin fun together..i believe tat time will heal all wounds..thanks to everyone who hav been caring me all along. i really appreciate it..

to martin: continue to jia you ad nvr give up..most imptly must nvr forget us hor..

e nite cycling..:)

2006-11-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

well ytd we hav class outing which is nite cycling..its so fun tat i wann to hav it next time round..so shuang..me xinyi and meiyi in one grp and we did alot of stupid things along e way to entertain ourselves..haha..i feel tat i really cannot bear to leave them..i sure will miss them..haiz..e time we spent together..thinkingof these i feel more she bu de..i love them all..maybe we all get to promoted..tat will be good..i will miss xinyi, curina, susanna, martin, meiyi..haiz..ok back to our outing..we did rest for a while..play truth or dare..ok overall we enjoy..hav lots of fun and laughter..we hav breakfast together..wow first time our class get to sit together and eat..some slept after finishing their breakfast..while e others continue to play zhong ji mi ma.. oh ya we got stupid forfeit..we were making a big commotion in e mac..haha..some even played prank calls..all of us were laughing like hell..suddenly become so energetic..we went home after returning our bikes..me and xinyi were slping like pig in e bus..haha..ok and until very bu ya guan..oics taken on tat day wil be out soon..

2006-11-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

wow wat a beautiful scenery...

oh its indeed scary to look out from VERY high floors..

oh no e evil xinyi is pushing me down from high floors..

highway..

lightings r so beautiful...

oh our fav M W

oh caught inside

oh so stunning move tat a 'man' can do..

our stupid poses..

2006-10-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

ok finally all is over le..frens r thinking and afraid of e consequences..but for me i don wann to think..maybe i just don dare to think..haiz..ok after all tis i've to fulfill my promise which is to spend more time with Him..really veri thankful to Him tat he's always there for me..watever it is, life still goes on..we have to move on..go,go,go!
ok ytd went shoppin wif m and c..thruout e whole journey..m keeps on 'suaning' me..aiyo so wu liao..saw superman shirt..wa so cheap lo..gg to buy on sat..but we have fun along e way..ok talk alot to martin..get to know each other better after bein frens for abt 1 yr..ok gg to have alot of fun activties during tis weekend..really relax myself completely..

e pics we took ytd..:)

2006-09-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

e pics we took ytd..:)

haiz..

2006-09-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

blog again..ok ytd go Ms wif my daughter..go out wif her veri shuang one..we got alot of things to tok abt..oh ya..we met 2 weird things..a gal walking like detective and shocked by a old man's behaviour..hahax..haiz i didi not have much appetite tis few days..dono why..sometimes will feel like crying..looks like having depression..
i don wish tis feelings will go on..i'm really tired of tis kind of things..if he also like me den wat will things be like..i really cannot imagine..frens say tat he's a good guy, he's not bad..argh..veri irritating..he's not my type of guy tat i wan..age is e prob..i really cannot stand tis..ok i shall not continue..its so err aiya..
veri nice of all of u..celebrating bday wif me again..a better card..ok thanx anywae..to xinyi susanna curina edward meiyi martin..i luv u all so much..so blessed to have all of u..hope tat we can remain best frens foreva and eva..hugs and kisses to all of u..for makin tis yr bday e most special and memorable one i have in my life..
haiz i think onli hui ying, some of my close church frens and xinyi have seen my real self..a simple gal who yearn for a calm and peaceful life..mature and quiet side of me..so sad not all close frens really understand me..but thanx to those who r there and be by my side whne i need them..watever it is, move on..do wat is rite in His eyes..know my priorties..

2006-09-21T20:00:00.000+08:00

i think i have to really plan my time well..promos comin must continue to work hard..put my veri best..oh ya..i feel tat he's really veri cool..veri talented..mi shi ren le..haha..haiz but i better dun think so much or e history will be repeating itself..i really wish tat tis 2 yrs will go past quickly..den i can start to do and learn alot of things i yearn to know during e long break..yeah!

2006-09-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

finally updates abt e bbq..really veri thankful to everyone who came for it..thanx for making such a wonderful bday for me..
firstly, to xinyi martin sana curina lionel, thanx for e cd..i really love it ..have been watching it for so many times..xin ku le..i'll remember all tis in my heart..love ya so much!
then to huikim lizhu xinyan, thanx for e 'jumper'..i sure will wear it e nxt time i see u all..thanx so much..love ya
to my church frens, enqi biqun patrick mingwei zhengzhong guan qi james gaius, sorry if i miss out any of u..thanx 4 coming..sorry tat e food is not enough..we will always be great pals..yeah!
to marcus kelun junyang daryl hamily ajay shifeng chongcai, soory if i miss out any of u..thanx 4 e bag..i got bring it to school hor..but y buy blue..ok nvm..still veri nice of u..sorry tat e food is not enough..i really didnt expect so many to come..
lastly i feel i'm really blessed to have all of u..love u all so much..muackz!

2006-09-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging..ok tml i got bbq..celebrating my bday early..hope tat many will turn up..haiz curina and sana cannot go..but nvm work hard 4 promos..jia you to u 2..alot of things need to prepare haiz..still got tests next week..but nvm just do my best..can do it one..go,go,go! these few days e 2m and k are really driving me crazy keep on putting me wif er xin ppl..eeeeya..i really hope tat everyone coming for my bday celebration will enjoy..thanx my frens and family 4 loving me..haha..veri random..

2006-09-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

oh..long time didnt write blog le..hmm..recently i mi shang milubing..really veri talented band..ok i've to learn to control myself from watching youtube..that's veri addictive..i've get to serious work..study hard..jia you..go,go,go! know my priorites..hope many ppl will go 4 my bdae celebration..
though i feel uncertain abt wat will happen in e end..but keep on thinking abt it wun do me good..i've to just do my best..nvr give up..i noe tat He'll be there for me through it all..just do wat i can do..and leave e rest to Him..yeah!

2006-07-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

after all tat i been through, i feel tat He is e one tat help me to understand wat is hope and true joy..i just couldnt live without Him..in Him, there is everlasting peace, joy and love.."i'm reaching for ur heart, u hold my life in ur hands..drawing me closer to u, i feel ur power renew..nth compares to tis place where i can see u face to face..i worship u in spirit and truth"..i really love tis song..to understand his love, plans and care for me..at tis moment, i can strongly feel His presence..wow, veri long time didnt write blog le..yeah i'm back..i noe tat not everyone can accept tis kind of blog..but tis is me..sometimes i think of wat, i will wan to do it at once..but due to some constraints..i just say it out..so sometimes my frens will feel tat i veri random..but tat is shi hui..recently at times i will have depression for studies..just feel tat i'm not performing up to standard..i have to really get down to serious work and work hard le..jia you..

2006-07-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

recently got alot of gan chu..after hearing to my fren's experiences, i really felt sorry 4 her..suddenly feel tat i'm veri fortunate..although my parents will scold me at times but they nvr bian di me..feel tat i took things for granted..learn to treasure ppl around me..yesterday i'm really veri touched by my frens' affirmation and praises abt me..thanx so much..

2006-06-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

pics which i wann to upload long ago..

2006-06-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

nowadays veri sianz..dunno wat to write..oh ya.. todae celebrated lionel's bdae..he felt so xia sway..some of us took alot of pics..suddenly becomes so high..later supposed to go ikea wif my mother but in e end didnt go..because of stupid excuses..i got principles like work hard in watever tat i do and nvr give up..:)***

2006-06-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

during tat outing..

2006-05-31T10:06:00.000+08:00

haiz..feel tat tis school du have any frens tat r understand me and r sensitive to me..maybe except 4 xy and gxx..i'm tat kind tat even if unhappy will not show out one..but e feeling of keeping inside is veri terrible..so normally i just msg my gd frens..e reply they gave just make me feel mush better..hope tat i'll find someone tat will appreciate me again..not tat kind who wish to have lots and lots of frens..just a few zhi xin frens will do..materialistic, spendthrift, without zi zhi du min..tis r not me..if i know tat i'm not any better..i will not say bad abt others..its so bhb..haiz..tis blog like super sianz..ok hmm..will back to my normal self soon..:)***
pic wif ms liza..

2006-05-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

me & peggy

curina, xinyi& me

eh wats up there?? (10) pose

2006-05-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

todae went shoppin wif my daughter..alot of updates of e disgusting acts of ws..really cannot stand her..i bought a necklance..really love it..oh e songs in e korean show 'full house' are all veri nice..aiyo my daughter did not receive my testi 4 her..so sad..its one which i feel i wrote it wif most feel..sianz..sometimes i wish i can tan ge true,touching and beautiful lian ai..but things just dun happen according to ur own will..watever it is let nature takes its own course..:)**

2006-05-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

todae end school early..me peg and marie went j8 after finishing our gp stuffs..oh ya..veri sad tat our gp teacher leaving us le..we gave her cards..hope tat she'll feel touched..actually we veri naughty in class..she veri poor thing..but she's really a veri nice teacher,..back to where we were at j8..we tried clothes but did not get to try e one tat really suits me..sianz..later we went 4 dinner at crystal jade..yum yum..den got back to school 4 arts fusion..e performance for band is fabulous..e band conductor is so cool..e entertainment played by band is so cute and funny..susanna is so cute and retarded..btw now at xin yi's house..staying overnite..hmm..ya after finished watching dreamchaser..i feel tat e love tat e gal gave is so noble..my meaning of noble is rational+unconditional love..she values both relationship and frenship..e ending is veri touching but sad..e gal who died in e end..wrote letters every week for e guy when he is studying overseas 4 two years..actually she died before e return but before she died she 's veri determined to finish writing e letters so as to let e guy thought tat she 's still alive to help him finish his two years of studies smoothly..

2006-05-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

todae as usual go sch in e morning...but tml its holiday..yeah..still considering whether to go to stay overnite at xinyi's house..but i really miss e stars and moon in e night sky..i will just have a veri comfortable kind of serenity..hmmm..really wish to go house but veri lazy..yeah nxt week gg wif peg and marie to shopping..oh craving for it 4 so long le..hope we'll enjoy ourself..peg xin ku le..oso hope tat more ppl will turn up 4 e steamboat gathering..holiday oso must buck up on e subjects tat i'm weak in..

2006-05-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

2006-05-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

2006-05-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

i feel tat e love story of drama serials r veri touching but do these happen in real life...maybe yes but veri rare...but tis kind of beautiful love stories r wat many ppl yearn 4 them to happen in their lives..i love e feeling of dancing on a beach or a piece of vast grassland...u just get veri close to e beautiful nature...i wish tat ppl around me r leading a good life...able to find their one..oh it seems tat i veri noble...lets talk abt sth else..sometimes ppl r veri concern abt looks for relationships but how many ppl noe tat its not everything...it will not let u experience true love..if ur partner love u becox of ur looks...isnt it veri pathetic...aiya veri difficult to explain...:)***

2006-05-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

previously i did not have enough sleep but its much better now...back to normal...learning abt not causing e others to stumble...i'm reminded to be a living testimony...sometimes i will just lose my direction...react to some things in a veri stupid and wrong way...but its always thru things tat we learn from our mistakes and not commit it again...i easily let my emotions lead me and not holy spirit...becomes veri irrational at times...i feel tat i wan to be nice to ppl around me...work hard for my studies...:)

me

2006-05-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

tis is all abt me...for those who haven seen it..
Basically, she is a gal who is slow to react and "blur"...uite a sensitive person...can get easily hurt but never show it out coz dun wan ppl to be affected by her...she is someone who have great passion for music...anything related to music she will wan to learn...cannot don sing 4 one day...she got a small wish which is to be able to stand at one of e tallest building in s'pore to view e beautiful city lights...it will be better if its wif her beloved one...actually she is a person with not much self-confidence...maybe becoz she've been thru a lot of thingstat when she do sth, she could not do it well...she also have alot of theories one...some of her theories are"satisfying desires doesn't mean true joy" and "one can say tat one becomes more mature but never says one is veri mature".She believe tat having e ability to love and care for ppl is a fortunate thing...one more thing is tat ifone day someone will give her a picture of city lights she will be super elated...yeah!..guys who r intellectual, caring and talented in music will definitely attract her...most importantly is e character of e personand have feeling also la...aiyoahe suppeerrr scared of animals...actually she donno y...not scared of insects..just veri abnormal la...veri weak gal with low blood pressure...run a few rounds wan to vomit already...she believe wat is yours is yours..wat is not yours even if u cling onto it it will still leave u...:)***

e ups and downs

2006-05-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

life is full of ups and downs...up is where happiness, joy are found...its which everyone loves it to happen...ppl dread e downs as its where ppl suffer...however it is e downs tat cause us to be more mature and to grow up to be a better person...it also help us to be more mature when we dealing with any troubles or difficulties...somehow ppl feel tat all tis is common sense...but not everyone will thought of tis when they face problems...i feel tat watever happen, life still goes on....we have to move on and live a meaningful and colourful life...recently, one of fren passed away due to a car accident...i pray tat her family will slowly get over it and get back to their normal life...its sad but at least she is safe in God's arm...:)

to^be^happy^always...

*e steamboat*

e nite cycling..:)

haiz..

me

e ups and downs

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